I've been thinking today about death and life. Pretty much nothing that we do in life matters. Out of 6 billion people in the world, who is going to be remembered 100 years from now? Why do years even matter? Nothing we do affects anything.
I guess I just wish that there was some way I could know what I could do to make something big happen. Or even just to have a happy and good life. I think things would be better if I could see the future, even if I could do nothing to change it. At least it would make decisions easier.